Ever since i came in CCHMS, I've been lying to myself. It's been a long time since i show my true self.
My secondary school friends probably thinks im some despo for guys de person. But my pri sch friends know im not. i don't know why, i just cant show out my true feelings, im gonna explod soon, if this goes on. *boom* yes, just like that.
Saturday, September 3, 2011
Noooo...
How i wish i could go back time, and change. And change- change those things which i regretted. I hate regrettion. I SWEAR I HATE IT. I want to go back time and be a stranger to you again, rather than being some weirdo in your eyes. It hurts.
WHAT DO YOU WANT.
Wl eh.
You seriously damn what sia. Firstly. You made his impression of me suck like hell. That's enough hell for me.
Then you chat with him that made me so freaking jealous. Haix. Hopes demolished. Goodbye.
You seriously damn what sia. Firstly. You made his impression of me suck like hell. That's enough hell for me.
Then you chat with him that made me so freaking jealous. Haix. Hopes demolished. Goodbye.
Thursday, September 1, 2011
It's starting
I think Joelle's and Jolene is super nice can?
And i realised I can joke with joelle:D yay.
And i realised I can joke with joelle:D yay.
Once again.
Today i went back to my school. When i set foot on the gate of the school, memories would come rushing at me, embracing me with the warmth i would get when i go to school. And play hopsctoch, and gossip with my friends an everything.
Saw my Laogong , Jiaqi , Fangling, mehmeh, and lotsa lotsa people. Nevertheless, i saw Mrs Geh and Ms perera. Missed them truckloads. And then. We chatted and chatted and joked and joked. We play at Aljunied park near our school, too. It's been a really really really long time... really long, since i had last felt so relaxed and happy with my friends.
SiNing is Fangling's tution friend, she told Fl that i am very quiet in school. Indeed, i changed. When im with my ccps friends, I'm like damn happy ...cos i can just express my true feelings with them.
But when im with my secondary school friends, It's different. I just can't express what i want to say, like, something is choking me. Something is telling me if i said it out someone will be offended or whatnot. Why... Why must everything be like what it is now? Why must my sec school friends take offence for just every random jokes i say .
Except for some bestfriends, like jiawei , she doesn;t get angry when i joke. She's so nice so i always bully her ..lol.
Anyway, i'm deciding whether to transfer school to Temasek . Because Mehmeh is in that school and she's always so cheerful and so nice. Yes, she's a beautiful girl, Personality plus looks, she have both. Miss her loads. But now i pissed with her for not inviting me to her birthday outing la hor -.-
Tears is like the rain, streaming down my face, whenever i think ofall these memories that cannot rewind anymore.
Miss CCPS loads and the friends there. And the memories there. Most of the bestfriends you will find that will be with you all your life is the friends from your pri school. Yeah, i agree. Because most of my bestbestbestbest friends are from pri sch.
Saw my Laogong , Jiaqi , Fangling, mehmeh, and lotsa lotsa people. Nevertheless, i saw Mrs Geh and Ms perera. Missed them truckloads. And then. We chatted and chatted and joked and joked. We play at Aljunied park near our school, too. It's been a really really really long time... really long, since i had last felt so relaxed and happy with my friends.
SiNing is Fangling's tution friend, she told Fl that i am very quiet in school. Indeed, i changed. When im with my ccps friends, I'm like damn happy ...cos i can just express my true feelings with them.
But when im with my secondary school friends, It's different. I just can't express what i want to say, like, something is choking me. Something is telling me if i said it out someone will be offended or whatnot. Why... Why must everything be like what it is now? Why must my sec school friends take offence for just every random jokes i say .
Except for some bestfriends, like jiawei , she doesn;t get angry when i joke. She's so nice so i always bully her ..lol.
Anyway, i'm deciding whether to transfer school to Temasek . Because Mehmeh is in that school and she's always so cheerful and so nice. Yes, she's a beautiful girl, Personality plus looks, she have both. Miss her loads. But now i pissed with her for not inviting me to her birthday outing la hor -.-
Tears is like the rain, streaming down my face, whenever i think ofall these memories that cannot rewind anymore.
Miss CCPS loads and the friends there. And the memories there. Most of the bestfriends you will find that will be with you all your life is the friends from your pri school. Yeah, i agree. Because most of my bestbestbestbest friends are from pri sch.
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